It was my first time seeing girls naked in person.
My dysphoria was still strong, especially since I JUST stopped dressing.
Seeing the naked girls aroused desire in me, of course. I mean, I WAS
a teenager. But it also aroused a different kind of desire: Envy. I
so wanted to BE those girls: Young, and beautiful.
In, If They Knew Then..., Sophie writes about her childhood days as a teen....the breakdown, the dysphoria, the depression. It can be so important for someone just discovering their trans side to read a post like this. Many can read it and nod their heads saying to themselves.....I felt this way too.
Thanks for sharing, Sophie!
And another coat - Valerie and myself were in Hurstpierpoint again, and we just happened to go into a shop called Tina Bucknall, where a sale was going on. It's a boutique wi...
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