What It Was/What It Is

What It Was:  Disgust.  Guilt.  Self-hate.  A compulsion.  Anxiety.  Tension headaches when an opportunity arose and I attempted to ignore the urge. Almost 50 years of internal struggle.  Stupidity.  Horrendous “outfits”.  Hair, all over.  A crappy mustache.  The almost complete avoidance of photographs.  Certainly never smiling in pictures.  Never, not one single time (and there were many) enjoying “it”.  Denial.
 

 

 

Now, you know What it Was.  Read the post to find out What it Is.  This is a wonderful, from the heart, post, from Kandi.  If you haven't already read it, you should.  There are several great comments and I'm sure Kandi will welcome more.